A friend of my used a word the other day in an email and when I read it, I kind of giggled.
Thanks Keri for putting a word to what it is that I need to do. I realized that I get into these "funks" every once in a while. Usually I have one funk a year that is a whopper and lasts for a couple weeks.
My current funk, I think we're going on a few months now.
definition of a funk per Melanie - Everything sucks. E V E R Y T H I N G!
No matter what you do, it doesn't make it better.
You might wake up in the morning and feel like "OK today is a new day" but within an hour you just want to crawl back into bed and shout to the gods " I GIVE UP!" or to each thing I'm going to list I want to say "I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE - LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Family life = SUCKS
Therapies = SUCKS
Work Stuff = SUCKS
Finances = SUCKS
Stress Levels = SUCKS
Surgery/Tests = SUCKS
Self Esteem = SUCKS
Weight = SUCKS BIG TIME
People in general = SUCK
If its not one thing its another. I know, I know...gotta look for that rainbow, the cloud with the silver lining.
Yeah well - SUCK it!(I say that with the utmost love in my voice)
Ok so I need to defunkify, and I need to do it quickly! Otherwise everything is going to go in the crapper and we can't have that!
TOMORROW is a new day........right?!?!